Sighs

I hate it. I hate the hiatus that I've been to...

And the title? I can't think of any. Pathetic, I know. Times like this in a blogger's life is inevitable... Huh.


I haven't got time to mull over graduation last summer. I got too busy with our summer job. I enjoyed much and I was paid fine. Now, its been three months. And as I am talking right now, the job's over. I just filed my resignation last two weeks ago, July 29, 2006- after my birthday. Effective date of resignation? I don't know. I left it blank. But I know that I only have two days left, in leui of fifteen days...

The moment I knew that they are allowing me two days, and it was after my birthday celebration when we went to the store, I felt glad but after a while, I broke off. I know that I will miss the experience...and everything I've learned in that job I first thought a folly. The people, the workplace, the norms...

I wrote my resignation and my letter after I went home from the store. Then, when the sun went up, I went there again and gave mine to authority, I was given a choice when, but I was already contented with only two days. I've had my last kiss from them...and the day after, which was the last,I went home late from the expected.

And now, I'm missing it. Worst, I'm now having time to mull over graduation. And I'm missing both situation but different people, different learnings. I'm caught singing our baccalaureate songs and grad songs. And I'm calling out codes and keeps coming back on the store. I don't know which I'm missing most. What I have now is simultaneous longings.

Our grad song goes...

"Another chapter in our lives, will soon end...
it is hard to accept...
but some good things just never last forever- er..."

I admit its true. I may not know what to do- Heavens!- and I may not feel alright...I may be drowned in longingness and solitude...but the memories will last forever...

I keep on sighing every now and then. And the sighing goes...I don't know when will it stop...but I guess as long as I live, as long as the memories of Jollibee and St. Joseph's Academy, the sigh will be heard forever.

N.B. To those people concerned, Thank You. I sound horrible, I know. I'm being mushy, I know. And I'm being true...I know. Love you all guys! Ciao for now...but who knows...

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I'm really not good in giving titles. But if 'sighs' sounds okay, then thats it.